She has been more demanding, making me more submissive, all week – with release (with her permission and assistance spank/nipple-pinch/handjob/sex) almost every night. This has been going on for a couple of weeks and the tradeoff seems worth it, more work, more release.
In my last post, I mentioned I would bring back the massage on those few nights when I did not get release. A sort of appreciation for her understanding.
But now my wife expects it every night, instead of giving me release. She will roll over on her side and I will massage her back. When she is done – she is too tired to satisfy me.
It is almost as if she feels I got to massage her, that should be as gratifying for me as sex or other form of release. My mind somewhat agrees, I am submissive, I should be worried about her pleasure. But my loins really do not agree. I am getting very horney with all this demands during the day and massaging her at night and no release.
Maybe I should have just not given her those massages…
It is the price I pay for the pleasure of the submision i enjoy…
I love my wife.